listen, if you want to kill yourself , the go right ahead and kill yourself. and there is more. . sex

if it is illegal in your country to kill yourself, then do it before any one else finds out, and you will be just fine.  but you will be dead.  and there is no coming back.  you will decay to ash.

the energy goes and we dead and the the earth and we, all the things that ever existed on earth beceome ashes.  meaning dirt.  meaning soil, but the plants will die too. 

the energy does not even want us, that much. 

yeah maybe a little bit,  but maybe the energy does not want to.  so they are the energy too. 

energy does not always collide like at MIT or in Paris France. 


so my 107 partners, or so, got the best sex in their life ever from me and all of their others. 

so, some of the things that I have done:

I fucked the hell out of nimisha and she really really giggled as she loved that pussy throbbing sensation and she made it clear to me on more than one occasion, that it felt good. 

and then there was samantha.  I licked her clitoris very well one time.  and let her pussy melt.  before I continued to eat out.  she is really soft in everyway that she can be. 

adriana was great too.  and I ate out her cheese like filled vagina.  germs and all, and I swallowed it all too.  and it tasted great.   she popped that night and it was very evident the next day.  She was eating well.   so that residual secretions had collected in her birth canal.  And yes, I fucked her afterwards.  still as almost always.   rarely will I ever let you go.  and that goes for all of you women and girls.

Friends as an important show.


That 70's show was great too and show how to day but unforuntaly did not get to showing all of their porn. 

sex is more worth it than work. 



anyway, keep on working. 

breast implants are another useless surgery.

it does not improve aestheticism, and it causes disease of your body.  and premature death.  in line with halsteds dissections of living animals including women and men. 


but we learned a lot. 

you either look good or you do not.  but there is still ugly sex.  so you can still fuck. 


and then there was a virgin from japan in spain.  madrid spain.  a black chaperoned her and he presented her to me.  at randall's salsa club.    I made sure to give to her my email address. 

any way I met her in New York City about a year later.  I took the china town bus to new york city.  and found her again in manhattan as she had sent her address to me via email. 

she was staying with some grandparents.  presumably some american caucasians, white. 


she is and was japanese. 

I looked at her black haired bush and she slowly spread her legs.  and invited me in without a word. 

I waited intensely as I wanted to fuck her immediately, and the in that stress I crawled toward her and put in my penis slowly.  i put it in twice or three times and then pulled my penis out of her, and she slowly bled red blood down her perineum or something.  I saw it drip, and i wondered if that line of blood would drip on the bed.  Her father was a doctor in japan. 

Her hymen had broken.  But i did not confirm that in any other way other than to observe that blood drip towards her leg. 



















if you want to have sex, then call me or contact me.