i know understand and know mania and psychosis

for me i never really knew the terms mania and psychosis until i was a medical student at harvard medical school.

i realized that i am hypomanic.  my life is perfect, and has always been.

superior education greatly minimized my psychosis, specifically my delusional thoughts.  i did not have experts to assist me until i learned what an expert really is, and where and how to find them.  this allowed me to research the areas for which i was lacking in knowledge.  this was the basis of my thought disorder: a lack of knowledge.  as a result, i was also more disorganized than i am now.
all of my delusions and thought disorders were and are adjustable.

i always knew that i did not know.

my mania increases as i keep becoming more and more happy and elated.

i am still hypomanic though.

when i go into ketosis, metabolically, my psychosis increases.  it is not that i am ever homicidal or suicidal, but it is just that i start to want to get everything done immediately.  i become disorganized.

this might be considered disorganized schizophrenia, or schizoaffective disorder.  but it is my harvard medical school education that is getting me through it without medication, in addition to my other innate traits.

at those times i take a break and do something else and i ensure that i have a plan and that i am organized.  i do not compromise my progress.

i still get excellent elation and excellent arousal.

as i superiorized my nutrition, i also became more aroused and more manic.  but i have become used to this because it feels amazing.  i love it.


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adrian dane kenny, m.d.
jamway hospital